Boredom
Working two jobs and going to school, I am constantly on the move. With hardly any time to sleep, much less take a break boredom is not something I usually experience, although I used to encounter with it frequently. Personally, I think boredom is just a lazy state of mind. Always running around, boredom comes to me when I feel as though there is nothing interesting to do. However, I have realized that there is always ''something'' to be done whether it is exercising, homework, or cleaning. I know these things may not be the most fun activities, but regardless of their excitement level they need to be done. Boredom, to me, is a state of mind in which one feels like there is nothing to do.
Homesickness
Being away from home is something that I am used to. My parents were divorced by the time I was three, so being away from either my mom or dad wasn't uncommon. Also, I have always been involved in competitions through dance and cheerleading so we traveled a lot. I love my parents, but being away from them or not talking to them for a couple of days doesn't really affect me as much as my two youngest siblings do. I have two brothers 12 years old and 4 years old, and a sister that is 7 years old. Not being able to experience their childhood with them kills me everyday.
Sometimes when I'm not surrounded by friends, or too busy to even think I do miss my family a lot and feel the desire to come home. Even though not being at my house doesn't cause me to feel a longing, I do find myself loving every minute of home, especially my bed, which is basically the most comfortable bed. Ever.
No mood is final
Watching a movie in a public theatre I am usually excited and anxious, while if the movie is on televsion I am usually relaxed and just wanting to chill.
Happiness overwhelms me when I get to see my parents. Although they don't live very far away, time spent with them is always good.
However, dread and the need for procrastination come about when I go to study in a library. It's too quiet in a library and I feel confined to one spot (which is something I hate). Doing work isn't something that I throughly enjoy, so going to the library doesn't evoke a good mood upon me.
Decisions, Decisions
Not being a very decisive person, decision making is always hard for me.
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